Asking Alexandria - A Prophecy
“If only you could watch me fall
I cannot feel it anymore
The soul you cut the soul you adore
Cannot feel you anymore
Cause you’ve run through me like a destructive force
I think somehow I gotta get it straight
I gotta get you out of me
But I cannot get through to you
See me I’m down and I get deeper with every breath
See me I’m over the edge farther with every step
See me I’m down and I get deeper with every breath
Standing over the edge I’m taking my last breath
How I feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to fade now
And how I feel like I’m starless
I’m hopeless and grayed out
Somehow I feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to fade now
And now I feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to burn out
I can transcend you and mentally bend you
But I can’t handle the shit that I’m into
I have been blinded and always reminded
Of the things I’ve wanted but I never could find
I am a part of a world that I hate I wish the
End would come faster my world’s a disaster
Can’t you see that I’m down and I’m drowning
And I can’t keep my head above my wake
See me I’m down and I get deeper with every breath
See me I’m over the edge farther with every step
See me I’m down and I get deeper with every breath
Standing over the edge I’m taking my last breath
How I feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to fade now
And how I feel like I’m starless
I’m hopeless and grayed out
Somehow I feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to fade now
And now I feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to burn out
I gotta get you out of my veins
I gotta get you out of my blood
I gotta get you out of my scene
I gotta get you out of me
What I’m really trying hard to get down to words
Is the way I fit into this world
Things I survived pushed me to the darker side
Because of life as it was the life that was yours
Should have been mine
But I never could take anymore of this
Cause I’m always gonna get, get down to the floor
It’s a cold gun that I kiss
‘Cause I cannot break anymore
Somehow I feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to fade now
That’s how I feel when I’m starless
I’m hopeless and grayed out
Somehow I feel like I’m starless
I’m ready to burn out oh
Now I’m starless”
Dead | via Tumblr on We Heart It - http://weheartit.com/entry/62198797/via/animefan529
Hearted from: http://anotherlostwish.tumblr.com/post/51013322812/depressed-tumblr-on-we-heart-it
Last Sunday
I felt weaker than ever, seeing my Dad like that made me just want to crawl up in a hole and die :/
Feel like I’m struggling to keep my head above water these days
I need something, I need someone, or anything to show me that it doesn’t have to be this way
At a point where I’m literally scared for the future
I have such a fear that nothing will turn out right and I’ll forever be alone, my life has been a rocky and miserable road so far and I hope it won’t always be that way.

